Getting the helium

I went to my first social worker appointment. It is a bit nerve racking waiting to see what someone else thinks of how you are feeling. A few checklists and a lessen in brain chemistry (that I kind of remembered from college classes) later things we fine. I found out that hyped up OCD feelings I am having is a part of postpardom and is on the lesser side of the scale. Mike and I describe it as I never left the nesting phase of pregnancy.  And I still grumble every time I get up in the night with Casey, but it doesn't feel as hopeless.  I feel relieved that what I am feeling isn't abnormal and that there is help and I am correct in getting that help.